The first day...

Ok, so I've read other blogs in the past and always wondered "why?"..I mean seriously.......WHO has time to write down their inner thoughts and who WANTS to write down their current weight and meal plan....but THEN....I read my friend CarolinesCommitment blog and really enjoyed it.....As I was reading it, it made me WANT to do the same thing...I have to say that I'm not on the weight loss bandwagon like Caroline is....although I certainly should be....(I say this as I'm planning on a piece of cheese cake for lunch), but for me...I'm just not at that point in my life where I'm committed to losing weight....guess I've got too much going on in my life right now...I do look forward to the day that I'm serious and excited about being healthier....I'll let you all know when that happens. : )

But right now, I'm planning a wedding AND building a house with my fiance....Yes, the word "crazy" enters my mind as well.....WHY would anyone do this to themselves.....I thought we'd be different than the other 99.9% of the population that says building a house is the pits....I thought it would be fairy tales and unicorns or something.....yeah, whatever....take it from me if you're thinking about building............IT SUCKS ! I'm sure the end result will be great and all that jazz, but I'm not there yet...Nope, still right smack dad in the middle of suckville.. : )

Sooooooooo, what do I want to get out of this.....????....I'm hoping to learn why I can't seem to think enough of myself to stick to living healthy...Why I can't seem to get off my butt and exercise some.....when obviously my life centers around my weight....So, if anyone has any suggestions, please send them my way.