Need some mojo

I have been sooo tired lately. I'm thinking my thyroid's off. Guess that's yet another dr. appt. to go to...ick...

Me and Darryl have been walking, so I'm really happy about that. I'm proud of myself and I, of course, feel ions better after we've walked. I'm so thankful that he's willing to go with me. I'd never do it on my own. I know, Mellissa=slacker... : )

I've been doing fairly good on my eating until today. I had pasta for lunch...THAT was probably the reason I zonked out on the couch afterwards. And here I am blaming my poor thyroid. But I plan on having a salad for supper. I wanted to walk tonight, but I hear thunder off in the distance and hubby's in the kitchen making his salad so I don't know if we'll beat the rain or not.

We went to the new house yesterday AND today. Can you say obsessed? : ) We're just so excited about it. Of course we still need to sell the one we're in. That's one of the reasons we went back to the house today. Our house had a showing...woo hoo, so we're keeping our fingers crossed....really tight.

I took my fake nails off today. I'm soooooooo tired of them. I'm just going to work really hard and be really dedicated this week about NOT biting or picking them. Ryne's growing his out and I'm so impressed. He got this horrible habit honestly...poor thing. I'm sorry Ryne. : ) I think I'm seriously in need of some therapy. It CANNOT be normal to keep picking/biting your nails until they hurt. There's something seriously wrong with THAT picture.

Darryl and I have decided to try some counseling...NOT marriage counseling. thank goodness...Darryl has his issues with his son's suicide and I, THANK YOU GOD, find it hard to understand what he's going through. I mean, that's a situation that one can't even put themselves in to try and sympathize. It breaks my heart that he still struggles so much. I know it will always be with him, but I think he/we need to dwelve further into it all. He did go to counseling right after it happened, but I think he was trying so hard to halfway keep it together for his then wife and their other son, John, that he didn't get the full benefits out of the counseling. So we'll see. Gotta find a good person. Wish me luck.

I still can't believe I'm married...everyone asks me how it is and honestly, it's not much different than before since we lived together and I do hate that part of it, but it's a good feeling to have someone that you look at as forever. Although after my last marriage ended, I don't know how much about "forever" I believe in, but I'm working on that as well. Darryl is such a good man. He's so old fashioned and just all about making me happy. I keep hearing that will change with time but there's just some people that are made that way and I think he is. I need to count my blessings every single day that I found him.