Such a slacker...

I can't believe it's been this long since I've posted....WTH? I really do have good intentions...they just never seem to pan out....dang it.. : )

I was in a CLE today and wasn't paying attention as usual....I started looking at my table mate's magazines she had brought with her... guess she was expecting not to pay attention as well. Anywho, I started reading her Prevention magazine and read about this thing called the Flat Belly Diet...seemed good enough....they didn't tell you what to eat and what not to eat...well, not really. They DID give you 5 "good foods" to eat...they were (1) oils, (2) nuts, (3) avacado, (4) chocolate...yes I said choccy : ) and (5)olives....supposedly IF you have a serving of one of these items with each meal, you will see a dramatic reduction in your belly....sooooooooo, I figured I'd give it a try. I mean my belly IS my biggest faux pax....in my opinion....I've got other "faux pax's" but my stomach is my most self conscious area. So I'm going to work on that and just see. I figure it can't hurt....of course, getting down olives is going to be HARD...I hate them and don't ever put them on anything so wish me luck.....although I did se e some suggestions for some tapanaude or however it's spelled...anywho, maybe I can manage that on something....

The wedding date is coming up...I think Darryl just mentioned it was like 300 hours away or something totally insane like that...he is SOOOO an engineer....numbers are totally his thing....whatever honey....and can I just say that I'm not all put together for it...Did I mention that I bought a second wedding dress b/c the first one was so NOT me....don't even know why I agreed to buy it in the first place. Totally not for my body style...Mellissa likes to cover up, not show off the bubbly.... : )

I still can't believe I'll be on my third marriage. I always thought of people anywhere past the second one as losers and here I am....guess I had to rethink THAT way of thinking, huh? That's the hardest part of doing this again...the fact that I feel like a failure at times...after my first marriage ended, I guess I was so young....24...that I didn't really consider it a "failure", just something that happened. Of course, I did think I'd be married to my second husband forever...don't we all....NEVER in a million years thought he'd cheat on me and ruin my fairytale life...thanks alot Scott (you ahole)...thanks for making me have to tell people that this is "my third marriage" and watch THEIR faces go downhill....like, seriously girl...can't you get it right...oh well, I guess things are what they are.....I consider myself so blessed to have found Darryl and start the life I have now...it was just not expected...but much appreciated.